Lost

I’m lost out here on the road,

And it seems I have No where to go,

I’ve lost it, I’ve done lost my mind,

I’ve lost the past,present,and future; I’ve lost all time,

I reach for the sky only to grab the ground,

I tried to jump up but I only fall down,

I show only smiles, but I only feeling frowns,

I’m a real good swimmer,but in my tears I drown,

Happiness I want, but for me it can’t be found,

Married to sadness; it’s got me locked-down,

They say don’t be so serious, well I’m a sad clown,

I’m like a beautiful song without the sound,

My heart still beats,but it’s more like a pound,

My pain’s never-ending, no edges, it’s round,

I tried to break free, but it seems I’m well-bound,

It’s a kingdom of pain, and only I can hold the crown,

But I guess all in all I’m stuck on this road,

And it seems that I have no where to go,

But slowly as I start to find my time,

I will slowly start to find my mind.

No Sad Face

Now the rain is comin down,

The pain is pourin down,

I share dis smile, but inside i wear dis frown now,

There’s tears inside now,

In these tears i drown now,

It seems my life is full of water now,

What will i do, where will i go,

How many people will i continue to know,

Will my soul grow, or will i go,

I don’t know what my future holds,

But in the end i guess no one knows,

So i will continue on in this life,

Maybe one day, i’ll have a kid and a wife,

But until that day, I’ll keep movin along,

I’ll try and stay strong as i walk along dis road i’m on,

In this life we all share pain,

But it seems lately dis life’s done gone insane mayne,

It’s got me out here lookin for a change,

But the change i’m gettin ain’t workin,

Cuz the only change i’m gettin is hurtin,

Got this darkness behind me lurkin,

Will it go, well i’m uncertain,

But if i die before i wake, don’t let me see no sad face,

Just know i’m goin to a better place,

Just keep the faith, and I’ll wait for you at the gate,

So don’t worry, just keep livin ya life,

Cuz while ya livin yours, Ima keep livin mine.

Can’t Nobody

can’t nobody hear the words my soul spoke,
      can’t nobody read the poems my soul wrote,
      can’t nobody carry the burdens my soul totes,
      can’t nobody understand what my soul knows,

      can’t nobody swim the flood of my soul’s tears,
      can’t nobody surpass the knowledge of my soul’s years,
      can’t nobody capture the strength of my soul’s fears,
      can’t nobody understand the value of my soul’s ears,

      can’t nobody measure the amount of my soul’s cares,
      can’t nobody keep up with all of my soul’s affairs,
      can’t nobody climb to the top of my soul’s stairs,
      can’t nobody understand the depth of my soul’s lairs,

      can’t nobody catch the breeze my soul blows,
      can’t nobody stop the growth my soul grows,
      can’t nobody change the choices my soul chose,
      can’t nobody understand what my soul shows,

      all in all it remains a mystery of the unknown,
      as the captures above have indirectly shown.
     

Tired of Nice

Fuck the world, cuz it’s only gave me pain,

Splitten heads, no I been splitten  veins,

   Tried talkin to my head, but I’ ve gone insane,

Fuck the present, cuz I’m lookin for a change,

   I tried walkin the line, but now I’m off the range,

Fuck wid me get hung, picture-perfect-framed,

   I tried bein good and for that I remain ashamed,

And for the bad I’ma turn to, I accept the blame,

   Through bein the nice guy; left me nothing but this grief,

Tired of this blurred  vision; It’s so hard to see,

   Because these teary-filled eyes constantly bleed,

And now this anger’s inside tearin at me,

   I was scratch-proof, well I thought I was,

But in the end all balloons will bust,

   From time to time, we all have the air knocked out of us,

But with a second wind, no I got a second gust,

   And head strong and with a cold heart,

Will be my second coming, yeah my second part.

Inward Outlook

Pain, pleasure, and pain,

 

 got me in life going insane,

 

 the treasure that I seek is simple sanity mayne,

 

 but until then I keep my eyes open on the change,

 

 people say stay simple but that’s simple saying,

 

 Life’s hard; understanding the serious and the playing,

 

Been trying to understand the black & white but life keeps graying,

 

It is this that keeps me on my knees praying,

 

This colorful blending of the good and bad,

 

Keeps me twisted up but I wear this smile even when I’m sad,

 

I let the anger in me fade who needs this mad,

 

I take this checkered past and turn into plaid,

 

Now why you wanna be mad all the time,

 

Grab the sun because its time to turn this tide,

 

Life’s to long of a journey to not enjoy the ride,

 

Check yourself mayne and destroy this pride,

 

Cause when learn to accept what they say is unacceptable,

 

You get a whole new plug in life, a new receptacle,

 

 You get a whole new reflection that’s reflect able,

 

Because now your outward look is suddenly respectable,

 

So take your new horizon and establish your own sunset,

 

Watch the fall of your pain and the loss of your regrets,

 

Loss of your worries and all these frets,

 

Suddenly this pain you had you will forget,

 

All in all it sounds so quick to do,

 

But nothing is quick when it comes to finding what’s true,

 

It all starts when you look and see what’s trapped inside you,

 

Though your seas maybe rougher then most they can be subdued.

 

Valentines Day

Passion for lust,

This is a bust,

Passion for love,

This we should glove,

Passion in the heart,

That’s a start,

Passion in the soul,

That’s love growed,

Passion not forgotten,

That’s what we all wantin,

Passion for a day,

That’s just child’s play,

Passion that remains,

Some say that’s insane,

But passion that stays,

Is what we all chase,

Passion just for the fourteenth,

Well that’s just bleak,

Wanna be a Valentines,

First try being mine,

I don’t need a teaser,

Wanna a woman, to please her,

So really think,

What does love mean to you,

Are you on the brink,

Or just passing through,

If your answer is you wanna stay,

Then let’s talk about more than a day,

If not then head for the next,

Because I’m looking for the journey not the wreck.

The Answer to MY Request

I want the moon to my wolf,

The sun to my ocean,

The rain to my forest,

the cactus to my desert,

The scope  to my stars,

The river to my valley,

The sky to my mountain,

The bridge to my lake,

The sand to my beach,

The gold to my rainbow,

The books to my library,

The sound to my ears,

The colors to my eyes,

The texture to my touch,

The fragrances to my smell,

The sweetness to my taste,

The passion to my heart,

The whisper in the wind,

The softness in my voice,

The breath in my lungs,

The time in my life,

And the soul to my afterlife,

These are the things I look for in a woman,

Now who will be the answer to my request.

To a Hart

Broken Hart well let’s mend it,

Strong heart never offended,

They say only fear fear itself,

But that’s what they say before the put ya on the back shelf,

Hold your head high now that’s always good until ya stumble,

But what do you do, rumble young woman rumble,

Hold on cuz this a long ride,

Pain, sweat, and tears babygirl that’s life,

But strength you have so show that muscle,

Life is a liar so only trust you,

What it do that;s a question with an answer only for you to know,

But the healing ya pursued is a truth shown in growth,

So keep ya pretty Smile shining,

And stay head strong no worries here cuz i know from you There will be no whining,

So in life you yes you will always be the winner,

So this is me wishing you nothing but the better.

The Switch

My memory is lost and my mind is gone,

People steady asking,”mayne what’s wrong”,

On my last thread like I was a thong,

Clearing all thought, thank God for songs,

Cuz I write it away, Picking my mind with a prong,

Bells ringing all in my head, call it Trey Songs “ding ding dong”,

Thought everything was good, well That’s what I want shown,

Perfect picture yeah that’s what I have drawn,

But in actuality my mind is blown,

Fear the swan, because the coop has been flawn,

Got me in life feeling like a pawn,

Fighting the darkness, I’m ready for the dawn,

Maybe I shine one day, but right now rusted is my Medallion,

Solutions I have tried, that’s been foregone,

Got me screaming fire like I was a dragon,

But in the end, I will carry-on,

Showing strength, trusting in my brawn,

Better days coming from here-on,

I can feel the light cuz the switch just turned-on.

Will

Tears of a rainbow,

Tears of a shadow,

Tears behind darkness; never let show,

Hidden fears,

Hidden by fake cheers,

The lonely soul, Hope he reveres,

Standing alone,

Staying never gone,

Trying to do right and depart from wrong,

Will he finish,

Or will he just wish,

Hope without trying is a life ceasing to exist,

So standing he will,

Abandon the chill,

And keep on grinding with all of his Will.