Lost

I’m lost out here on the road,

And it seems I have No where to go,

I’ve lost it, I’ve done lost my mind,

I’ve lost the past,present,and future; I’ve lost all time,

I reach for the sky only to grab the ground,

I tried to jump up but I only fall down,

I show only smiles, but I only feeling frowns,

I’m a real good swimmer,but in my tears I drown,

Happiness I want, but for me it can’t be found,

Married to sadness; it’s got me locked-down,

They say don’t be so serious, well I’m a sad clown,

I’m like a beautiful song without the sound,

My heart still beats,but it’s more like a pound,

My pain’s never-ending, no edges, it’s round,

I tried to break free, but it seems I’m well-bound,

It’s a kingdom of pain, and only I can hold the crown,

But I guess all in all I’m stuck on this road,

And it seems that I have no where to go,

But slowly as I start to find my time,

I will slowly start to find my mind.

No Sad Face

Now the rain is comin down,

The pain is pourin down,

I share dis smile, but inside i wear dis frown now,

There’s tears inside now,

In these tears i drown now,

It seems my life is full of water now,

What will i do, where will i go,

How many people will i continue to know,

Will my soul grow, or will i go,

I don’t know what my future holds,

But in the end i guess no one knows,

So i will continue on in this life,

Maybe one day, i’ll have a kid and a wife,

But until that day, I’ll keep movin along,

I’ll try and stay strong as i walk along dis road i’m on,

In this life we all share pain,

But it seems lately dis life’s done gone insane mayne,

It’s got me out here lookin for a change,

But the change i’m gettin ain’t workin,

Cuz the only change i’m gettin is hurtin,

Got this darkness behind me lurkin,

Will it go, well i’m uncertain,

But if i die before i wake, don’t let me see no sad face,

Just know i’m goin to a better place,

Just keep the faith, and I’ll wait for you at the gate,

So don’t worry, just keep livin ya life,

Cuz while ya livin yours, Ima keep livin mine.

Can’t Nobody

can’t nobody hear the words my soul spoke,
      can’t nobody read the poems my soul wrote,
      can’t nobody carry the burdens my soul totes,
      can’t nobody understand what my soul knows,

      can’t nobody swim the flood of my soul’s tears,
      can’t nobody surpass the knowledge of my soul’s years,
      can’t nobody capture the strength of my soul’s fears,
      can’t nobody understand the value of my soul’s ears,

      can’t nobody measure the amount of my soul’s cares,
      can’t nobody keep up with all of my soul’s affairs,
      can’t nobody climb to the top of my soul’s stairs,
      can’t nobody understand the depth of my soul’s lairs,

      can’t nobody catch the breeze my soul blows,
      can’t nobody stop the growth my soul grows,
      can’t nobody change the choices my soul chose,
      can’t nobody understand what my soul shows,

      all in all it remains a mystery of the unknown,
      as the captures above have indirectly shown.
     

Valentines Day

Passion for lust,

This is a bust,

Passion for love,

This we should glove,

Passion in the heart,

That’s a start,

Passion in the soul,

That’s love growed,

Passion not forgotten,

That’s what we all wantin,

Passion for a day,

That’s just child’s play,

Passion that remains,

Some say that’s insane,

But passion that stays,

Is what we all chase,

Passion just for the fourteenth,

Well that’s just bleak,

Wanna be a Valentines,

First try being mine,

I don’t need a teaser,

Wanna a woman, to please her,

So really think,

What does love mean to you,

Are you on the brink,

Or just passing through,

If your answer is you wanna stay,

Then let’s talk about more than a day,

If not then head for the next,

Because I’m looking for the journey not the wreck.

The Answer to MY Request

I want the moon to my wolf,

The sun to my ocean,

The rain to my forest,

the cactus to my desert,

The scope  to my stars,

The river to my valley,

The sky to my mountain,

The bridge to my lake,

The sand to my beach,

The gold to my rainbow,

The books to my library,

The sound to my ears,

The colors to my eyes,

The texture to my touch,

The fragrances to my smell,

The sweetness to my taste,

The passion to my heart,

The whisper in the wind,

The softness in my voice,

The breath in my lungs,

The time in my life,

And the soul to my afterlife,

These are the things I look for in a woman,

Now who will be the answer to my request.

Irreplaceable Thing

Pleasure and Pain in the end seem the same,

Because they both become Blame,

For which we use the Excuses to Deny,

What it is we have Done or Why,

It is time for us to All take a Stand,

And Accept the Consequences like a Man,

No need to Deny what we have Already done,

Because in the End the Course will Run,

Because Believe it or Not All is Seen,

And know that there is Only One way to get Clean,

Give it Over, because Only He can Cleanse,

Washed Both Body and Soul and Re-rinsed,

Only in Him can One be Rid of Sin,

Or in the Firey Gates will One end,

So Trust in Him and grow Wings,

And let the Heart in You Sing,

Because Rejoice is a Joy only He brings,

A Truly Irreplaceable Thing.

Your Solid Rock

In weakness one should stand with strength,

In fear one should stand in courage,

But in love one always falls helplessly, paralyzed,

Weakness is a catalyst that often changes in a blink,

Fear will only win when courage is allowed to be kept in shortage,

Love is insanity in its sanest form and cannot be categorized,

Weakness implies being weak which is considered bad,

Fear implies being afraid to live some aspect of life,

Love for this seems all wrong because it has both of these,

Being able to be weak and learn from it is how one learns what can be had,

Fear lets us conquer it and become the better form of the I,

While love takes these and changes us from the I into we,

In order to be strong we must allow ourselves to be weak,

And to have courage we must first accept fear,

And with these love is right around the corner or just up the block,

So take your weakness, make it strength so your life will no longer be allowed to be bleak,

And take your new found courage and leave your fears in the rear,

Now take these necessities and find that friend, that soul-mate, Your Solid Rock.

Join the Game of Life

Feel a change coming through,

Life’s debts have came due,

Some would say “what’s a man to do”,

I say, take a stand and stand true,

Look in the mirror and take a picture,

Do you trust what you see, go figure,

Are you scared to make a change? get eager,

It’s time to dump the past, go ahead and pull the leaver,

Because the present is new and the future is free,

Time to watch what you do so you will like what you see,

Time to get a clue, do you know who you want to be?,

Time to fall from the group and make like a tree-leave,

It’s time to finally stand on your own,

Time to accept your calling, Answer the phone,

Time to dig thru life’s rumble and build you a home,

Time to join the life, love and laughter and abandon being alone,

Time to forget black and white and join the gray,

Time to learn how to act, so you can take the stage,

Time to abandon slow and fast, let’s join the pace,

Time to accept the change in the change,

Time to break limits and get in the open-range,

Time to take that knowledge and make a claim,

And forget about who should be blamed, and just join the game.

A Story Worth Talen

The fear of death is one that many possess,

A fear coming in the making, Thus I digress,

I have been to the edge but I never fell,

Thus thru this life I get to proceed with a story to tell,

No fear will I ever let hold me back,

Continuing to run my life on the right track,

Why should I fear the future or regret my past,

Anyone who proceeds this way will surely be the first to finish last,

So pushing my strengths and squishing my weaknesses, I will prevail,

Invisible to the rain, the sleet, and the hail,

I’ve set my goals well beyond the sun,

The light shining upon my life line until it is completely spun,

So thru this time I will surpass all space,

Whether I reach the stars or become the silver-lining across the milky way,

I will always proceed with on my face this grin,

Well beyond what many in life consider the end,

So I ask what fear will or have you let hold you back,

And I challenge you to grab those future fears and pass them into your past,

Because only with the success of many do we truly prevail,

This is the story I wish our lives to tale.

Rocky Road

It seems my whole life I have been on this rocky slate,

Maybe it’s meant to be; Maybe my life has a rocky fate,

Because it seems no matter what, I stay buried on this rocky bottom,

And as these rocks begin to pile up, it seems there is no stopping’ em,

So with the weight of the world on my shoulders I walk along,

Stacked up high I tote these boulders,but I carry on,

Steadily I struggle out here on this rocky road,

But even with this mountain of stones, I request no one to share the load,

Why would ask one to share this mountain of pain,

It’s fine for me because I now only have gravel running through these veins,

But though I have a gravel battle sweat never will I let this heart become stone,

Instead I will grind this mound of stone until every bit of the pain is gone,

Because even though I am consumed by this Iron ore,

Within me I will always have this molten core,

And with a heart of passion burning through I will survive,

Because there is no rocky mountain I can’t Breakdown and climb.